it was humiliating

i never thought i would end up here confessing this but it happened and i can’t deny it anymore. i started seeing someone as just a client at first, then we got closer. she wanted to play out her fantasies of being disciplined by me because she looks up to me for my strength and confidence. it was hard for me to wrap my head around it at first but i could see how much it meant to her so i agreed. the roles were weird though, feeling like the enforcer while she acted younger than me. we did it just once but it left me with questions about what i really am capable of when someone trusts me that much.