Admitting My Kink

I'm a college student, and I just realized that BDSM turns me on. Last night, after watching some explicit videos, I got hard imagining being dominated by someone older. The thought of submission, the feeling of control over my body by another person's hands, it was exhilarating. I explored my fantasies in private, touching myself while picturing scenarios where I'm totally at someone else's mercy. It felt wrong but so right. Now that I've accepted this side of me, I need to explore more safely.