Back in the Little Space

So I got dumped last week by this guy who thought he was my daddy and lord knows that’s some deep rabbit hole. But here’s the thing, I’ve been wanting to go back to that little space in my head for a while, you know? Before him, after him... it doesn’t matter. Being his little girl felt like I had everything figured out, what I wore, how I talked, when I asked permission. But now? I’m lost again. Not sure what to wear or say or do without someone calling the shots. It’s funny how I can be a grown woman one minute and feel like... well, you know. But hey, maybe it's time for a new daddy or a different kind of kink that doesn’t involve pretending to go back to being 18 again. Anyone else ever go through this? Just felt like sharing my silly little space thoughts.