Exploring New Depths...

I've always been intrigued by the idea of giving control to someone I trust... It started a few months ago when my boyfriend and I decided to explore BDSM dynamics more seriously. He's into it too, but in a different way, more about traditional roles than role-playing. We tried blindfolds and light bondage first... it felt liberating yet vulnerable at the same time... I ended up enjoying being told what to do and having no choice but to obey... It made me feel childlike, but not because I was remembering anything from my past, just a sense of helplessness that I found oddly appealing. He's really good at creating safe spaces and setting boundaries... We both agreed it would be just for fun in the bedroom... The more we did it, the more I wondered why I liked giving up control so much... It wasn't about age play or feeling like a younger person, I was comfortable with myself and my adult self. But there was something cathartic about letting go of responsibility... I'm still figuring out exactly what this means for us going forward...