Uncovering My Hidden Kink

Boring week at work made me realize something big inside me. I've always thought of myself as vanilla, but then one day out of nowhere, these thoughts hit hard. What if I'm a little after all? Maybe i want someone to take care of me, guide me. It's confusing and exciting. Went home, cuddled up in my childhood blanket, felt like a kid again for just an instant. So intimate, so freeing. Am i the only one who finds this liberating?