Post-Divorce Revelations

So here I am, freshly divorced at the ripe old age of 29, and now facing this bizarre new reality where I'm suddenly okay with the idea of submitting to someone in a more traditional sense. Never thought I'd be down for that kind of thing before, too much independence, too many scars from past relationships. But here we are. The other night, while feeling particularly lost, I stumbled upon some DDLG content online and felt an unexpected attraction. It was like something stirred inside me that I didn't even know existed. I'm starting to explore the idea with a potential partner who's supportive but unsure too. This is all very new and confusing for me, feeling so vulnerable, yet excited by it. Am I just going through some kind of mid-twenties existential crisis or does this actually speak to something deeper within? What do you guys think about exploring this dynamic post-divorce? Is there anything healthy or redeeming in the idea of a Daddy figure at my age?