My Deep Dive into Little Space as a Mommy

I've been in this kinky space for about five years now. It all started when I was dating my ex and he wanted to explore little space with me. At first, I resisted, I felt like it was too much of a step back from who I thought I should be at 27. But then we had an argument that left both of us hurt, and as part of healing, he suggested we try something new together. The moment he held my hand and said 'Please let me take care of you', everything shifted inside me. It was like a key unlocking a lock I didn't even know was there. Now I'm the one taking care of someone else in this space. My partner, who's younger than me, calls me Mommy when we're together. The intimacy is intense, it's not just about him being little; it’s also about me stepping into a nurturing role that feels so right for my soul. We have our routines, coloring books on the couch, bottles before bed, and cuddles under blankets filled with stuffed animals. Our sessions are always consensual, but there's a rawness to them that takes us both by surprise each time. The physical part of this relationship is very explicit too. I don't just act like his caretaker; I am his safe space where he can regress fully and let go. We explore every inch of our connection with no shame or fear, and it's a reminder that what we share isn’t about being trapped in the past but embracing the present moment together. I feel incredibly lucky to have found this place within myself and my partner. But there’s also something unsettling about it too, I’m not sure if others would see me as an asshole for stepping into these roles with such abandon or simply someone who knows what she wants in life. What do you think? Would you consider me the asshole here, or is this just another way of finding joy and comfort?