...Confessions of an Unlikely Submissiveness...

I never thought I'd find myself here. I'm a high school teacher, mid-thirties and settled into my life. But over the last few weeks, something strange has been growing inside me, a craving for submission that came out of nowhere. It started with fantasies about being taken care of in strict little girl age-play...I dress up, let myself be disciplined by someone older and wiser, and it's...magical? Erotic? I'm so turned on when my hands are tied and I have to ask permission for everything...It feels like a secret part of me has always wanted this. But I don't know if that makes sense...Is it normal for an adult woman who is also responsible for teaching young people every day to suddenly be into DDLG? What do you all think? Are my feelings healthy or should I seek counseling...?