Coffee Break Confession

I've been working as a barista for over two years now and I've always felt something different when it comes to certain customers. It wasn't until last week that I realized the reason behind my odd behavior, I have an unspoken kink involving DDLG dynamics, specifically with authority figures who make me feel small and insignificant in a way that's deeply erotic for me. The realization hit me hard while pouring a latte for this one customer, a stern-looking manager-type guy. His every word seemed to carry weight and command my attention completely. When he left the shop, I found myself fantasizing about being his little protégé, tasked with learning everything from him, but not just coffee making. The thought of him having control over me, in more intimate scenarios, was so thrilling that it made me blush intensely and become distracted at work for hours afterward. I'm still grappling with this newfound awareness of myself. It's a bit unsettling to realize I've had these urges for quite some time without acknowledging them. Does anyone else experience something similar, or am I the only one who finds authority and discipline in relationships to be so intensely erotic? I'd love to hear from others about how they navigate this aspect of their sexuality.