New Discovery

I recently realized I'm into DDLG and the idea of being in a little space has been overwhelming me. It started when my best friend's husband mentioned something about it during a dinner party, and I couldn't stop thinking about it afterward. Last weekend, I found myself seeking out online communities for adults who enjoy this kind of roleplay, and the more I explored, the more excited I became. I even bought some little girl clothes just to try them on at home. It's exhilarating but also confusing because I've never felt this way before. Is it normal to suddenly discover a kink like this in my 30s? Should I be worried about seeking out someone to play with, or is it okay to keep exploring alone for now? Any advice would be appreciated.