first time playing adult

so yeah i started this whole thing cus my bf wanted me to be his little and it was crazy, like so not what i expected at all. we did the usual stuff but i kept feeling weird about calling him daddy in public places, which he liked bc apparently that's a big deal. felt kinda dumb but he was super into it. afterwards i thought maybe i should just stick to being normal me, but then i realized its fun and he treats me good so why not? still figuring out the kinks though, if u know what i mean. #firsttimelittle