caregiving and beyond

i started playing caregiver cuz i loved looking after people but something switched when she looked at me like a safe haven kinda thing it felt weirdly intimate but also made me feel so responsible the boundaries got blurry with power dynamics sneaking in now i wonder if its about control or care giving her stuff wasnt normal sex it was more about making her feel small and needy which turned out to be super hot for both of us still trying to wrap my head around all this