just been daddying

ok so i'm this grad student who's into daddy stuff and yeah i've been keeping it quiet but had to let off some steam. been mentoring this younger guy, he’s 18+, kind of looking up to me for advice on life and school stuff. we started hooking up when we figured out the mutual interest in daddying dynamics. it's like this weird mix of responsibility and freedom for him because he can act childish sometimes but also he’s gotta respect me as his teacher type figure. one night we got super into it, i’m spanking him, tying him up to a chair with belts while i fuck him from behind. afterwards he was crying and begging for forgiveness like a little boy who did something wrong. weirdly satisfying and kinda messed up at the same time. still trying to make sense of all these intense feelings.