Trying to Figure It Out...

I've been in grad school for two years now, and I find myself constantly toggling between different personas. Sometimes I feel this overwhelming need to be taken care of, like I regress into a little space when the stress gets too much. Other times, I crave that role-reversal, nurturing someone else as if I'm their caregiver or protector... It's fascinating how these dynamics can shift so suddenly and with such intensity. But here's what really puzzles me: Is it normal to fluctuate between being the one in need of care and wanting to be the source of support? And is there something fundamentally wrong with seeking out that intense connection through these adult relationships where everyone consents... Does this just mean I haven't found my place yet, or is it part of who I am...? Would love your thoughts if you have any.