...My Secret Shame...

I...I never thought I'd be writing this, but here goes. It all started when a student of mine...a young woman in my class...asked me if we could roleplay as teacher and student one day after school ended. She's 18+, don't worry...but at first I was terrified. Still am, truthfully. But something about it felt...I don't know, magnetic? So different from anything else. After our first session, which was more of a test to see if we could actually do this...we've had several more. Each time feels like sneaking into forbidden territory...and I can barely believe how turned on by the power dynamic I become. What's worse is knowing that this isn't just some casual kink but something deeper now, with real emotional ties forming despite our strict professional lines. It's a secret shame eating away at me...