A Recent Discovery

I recently realized that I have a deep-seated desire to be in a dynamic where my partner takes on an authoritative role. It all started during a particularly intense session with my current lover, when the energy shifted and I found myself craving more control from them, not just physical control but also emotional guidance. We've been exploring this new territory together, and it's exhilarating yet daunting at times. The idea of being disciplined and guided feels liberating in ways that surprise me. As someone who has always valued independence, admitting to myself that I have a penchant for this kind of play is both freeing and confusing. Is it normal for people my age, late twenties, to suddenly discover these desires? What advice do others have for navigating such new waters?