Just Realized This About Myself

So you know how sometimes you have these thoughts that just come out of nowhere? Like today, I was grading papers and all of a sudden, it hit me. I’ve always thought there’s something special about the idea of being taken care of by someone who acts like they’re in charge but in this older role, like, not parent-to-child authority, but more like an experienced mentor or guide who can just give orders without question. It’s funny how my mind wandered to this while I was supposed to be focusing on my work! And the idea of actually being the one giving out that kind of discipline? Man, it really excited me in a way nothing else has before. I’ve been curious about DDLG for some time now but never acted on it, not sure why. But just admitting this to myself felt like lifting a weight off my shoulders, you know? I guess I’m ready to explore it more seriously.