a story of regression

sooo i've been feeling really childish lately... yeah its funny, cuz im an artist by trade so my brain is pretty adult-y in some ways but other parts just wanna regress to when things were easier. anywho started watching more cartoons and playing with toys again. the big thing though was asking this guy i know to tuck me into bed like a little boy one night... we made a bottle, had stuffed animals, everything. he was really sweet about it too. so intimate and weird but it felt amazing. i dont get how i can enjoy something like that so much as an adult... oh well at least its fun.