The Caregiver in Me

Last night, after work ended, my unexpected kink surfaced again. An older woman named Eleanor invited me to her place for some unconventional therapy... We set boundaries clearly before diving into a role-play where I became her little one, needing guidance and discipline. She taught me... punished me when necessary... It was both embarrassing and satisfying in ways I couldn't explain. Is this just a phase? Should I embrace it or seek professional help to understand these urges better?