little play gone too far

i was at a bdsm club last night and found this small quiet corner where i got really into roleplaying as a little again. it felt like i could just let go of everything and be carefree for a bit but things heated up quick with someone older who took charge in a way that made me feel so protected yet playful. we ended up on the floor whispering naughty stuff, giggling like kids getting away with something big. i'm not sure if this is normal or just some kind of midlife crisis. has anyone else found themselves drawn into such intense little play sessions?