A New Experience...

So tonight was my first time trying DDLG with Alex. I was so nervous but excited too. He's like a dad figure to me in this roleplay, and it felt weird yet amazing at the same time. We talked for hours before, setting everything up. When we finally did it...he really laid down the rules and expectations, kind of like how my real parents used to do when I was young. But then he switched it all up, made it sexy and fun instead. It's hard to describe but there's something so freeing about being in that space where you can just be a kid again, even if you're 24 now. The intensity of it...I felt like I got lost for a moment, just in this weird bubble between childlike wonder and adult desire...