trying to understand

so i got into this thing where sometimes i like being the little one, you know? it's kinda weird but also really freeing. i go to these places with my partner who's like a caregiver and we do stuff that feels like make-believe but hits real deep emotionally. there's art in it for me, trying to capture those feelings, how it all ties into my work as an artist. sometimes i wonder if it's just a phase or if this is gonna stick around... not sure yet.