exploring my kinks

so i was thinking a lot lately about why im into this little stuff. its not just the physical stuff like wearing onesies or having someone take care of me, though those things feel really good too. it's more about how being treated like a child again lets me escape and be vulnerable without fear of judgment. it’s weird because i’ve always been independent but there’s something comforting in letting go completely. recently i had this intense session where my daddy was so strict but also caring, and it pushed all these buttons inside me that made me feel safe yet exposed at the same time. it's like finding a part of myself i never knew existed, one where i can just be and not have to figure everything out on my own.