Back in Little Space Again

I recently got divorced and found myself drawn back into little space as a way to cope with the sudden loss. It started when my ex took everything, leaving me feeling lost and vulnerable like I did when I was first exploring this kink years ago. One night, I saw an ad for a DDLG meetup on Facebook and just had to go...I remember walking in and seeing all these couples who seemed so sure of themselves, like they knew exactly where their place was. It made me feel small again but not in the way that used to make me want to run. This time, it felt comforting. Anyway, I ended up staying for a few hours, just sitting there feeling tiny and watched over by these loving couples who seemed to take care of everyone around them. At some point, one of the older women came over and started talking to me...She was in her mid-forties but had this nurturing aura that made me feel like I could open up about my divorce. She told me she understood how hard it is after a marriage ends and said that sometimes being taken care of can be really healing. So we decided to try a session, just one session, you know? It felt amazing...She treated me with such kindness and patience and made me feel so loved and protected. I left feeling lighter than when I arrived and actually looking forward to the next meetup already.