Alone Again Tonight

Went to a BDSM event tonight, hoping to meet someone who could take my edge off. I'm good at being the domme in bed, but inside, I just feel lost and alone. Found this leather-clad guy, thought he might be into some role-play stuff. We ended up in a private room, talking, touching... He was rough with me, exactly how I wanted, biting my neck hard enough to leave marks. But as soon as it's over, the loneliness creeps back. Alone again tonight, with nothing but memories of what could've been.