Caregiver's Secret Confession

So uh, I'm this military spouse and we've been in a little play thing for years now. I call him Sir because that just fits somehow. It started as a joke but it became real between us, the care-taking, the guidance, being a bit more of an adult version of what kids are to their parents or something like that. He’s forty and has this way about him where he's very strict sometimes. I’m in my twenties and feel so secure under his rules. Tonight, we had one of those moments when he said no dessert until the kitchen was spotless. And it made me feel all giddy inside, like a big kid being given that kind of responsibility and having to earn something special. It’s weird because I know it’s just roleplay but there's this part of me that thinks maybe he really is looking out for me in ways other people don't get to experience. Oh, and let’s not forget the spanking, a playful one, mind you! It was all so exciting yet calming at the same time.