In the Spotlight

I started exploring DDLG recently with an older woman who's really into it. She's forty, I'm twenty-seven...she likes to treat me like her little girl, dress me up in cute outfits and have me wear a leash when we go out. It feels so surreal being reduced to this tiny self...but also strangely freeing. Tonight she made me sit on her lap, squirming and giggling as she fingered me teasingly until I was soaked through...then finally let me ride her slow and deep, panting with pleasure as I came over and over. Being this little slutty girl in her care is intoxicating...but why? Does it help me feel less grown-up responsibilities somehow...?