A Quick Trip Down Memory Lane

I was in grad school, feeling lost and overwhelmed. One night, I met this older couple who took me under their wing, or rather, their bed. They introduced me to the world of DDLG play, where I got to act out my childhood fantasies with all the safety nets of consent and adulthood. We started slowly, playing with toys and clothes that made me feel smaller and younger than I am. But it quickly escalated into more direct scenes of simulated childlike discipline and obedience. One night, we went full throttle. It was exhilarating but also deeply uncomfortable and confusing at times. Afterward, I couldn't stop thinking about whether this is normal, or if I'm just exploring a dark corner of my mind that's not healthy to delve into too deeply.