...It Wasn't Just Roleplay...

I've always thought I was in control, but last night changed everything. My Daddy had been pushing me to be more submissive lately, and ... I caved. We went into the basement where it's just us, away from the rest of my life as a nonbinary adult. I felt so small... like nothing mattered except what he wanted. And when we started... I didn't stop him even though part of me knew better. Afterwards, I just lay there... feeling so lost and ashamed. What if this isn't just roleplay for us anymore? ...