Confessions of a Caffeinated Plaything

So, here's the deal, I'm new to DDLG and I've been really excited about trying it out with my partner. We've only done one session so far, but let me tell you, it was pretty intense. I'm normally super independent at work as a barista, but when we started roleplaying, something changed. My partner set up this cute little corner in our home that looked like a kid's nook, complete with stuffed animals and a tiny desk, and then they acted all strict and protective. It felt... different. I kind of lost myself for a bit, which was both thrilling and strange at the same time. We did some age-play where I called them 'Sir' and pretended to be their little helper in this whimsical space. And you know what? It worked surprisingly well. There were moments when I really felt like I needed guidance from them more than ever before. But then, we'd come out of it, laughing about how ridiculous but fun the whole thing was. Now here's where my confession comes in: after that first session, I found myself thinking back to work with a bit of nostalgia for those playful dynamics. Did I just get too wrapped up in the roleplay? Or is this normal to feel drawn to such scenarios even outside of them? Am I supposed to keep all these thoughts and feelings locked away somewhere, or is it okay to embrace a little of that spirit throughout my day-to-day life? What do you guys think, am I going completely bonkers here, or is there room for some playful exploration beyond the bedroom too?