Caught In The Moment...

So this is my first time posting here... I'm really not sure what to expect or how it all works. Let me try and explain the situation though, because honestly, it's kind of a mess in my head right now... I've always been interested in art that explores the dynamics between authority and submission... But up until recently, I mostly kept those fantasies to myself. Then this one gallery show came along where I saw these amazing pieces that really captured that theme... And something inside me just clicked. The next day, I found an online community dedicated to this type of work and joined... I met someone there... Her name is Ava and she's incredibly talented at capturing those kinds of scenes visually... We started messaging, sharing ideas back and forth on how we could incorporate more of these themes into our art... It was all very innocent at first. Then one day, out of nowhere, she suggested maybe we should try some of it in real life too... Now I know that sounds really weird to type out, but trust me, everything is 100% consensual... We're both adults here and the idea appealed to both of us equally. So a few weeks later, we finally agreed to take it up a notch and have an actual experience based on those fantasies... The night came and I was so nervous! What if she doesn't want to go through with it? But when I got there, she just smiled this knowing smile and said we were both ready. We set everything up in her studio... It felt like stepping into one of my paintings. I can still feel the rush from that night... Being put into positions where you really have to let go, trust someone fully with your limits and desires... There's something incredibly freeing about it when done right... So yeah, I guess this is just me coming out as someone who does explore these kinds of things in real life now. It's not for everyone but it works wonders for us. And hey, maybe one day I'll even get the courage to show some of that work publicly too. Anyway, thanks for reading... I hope you found this interesting or thought-provoking at least a little bit...