My Secret Truth

I'm forty-three and married for over twenty years. Only recently did I realize I have a kink I've never admitted to anyone, let alone myself. Last weekend, while out with friends, I saw this guy who reminded me of my high school crush. Out of nowhere, the urge hit me hard. I wanted to be his little girl again, completely submissive. It's shameful how much I wanted him to treat me like I was so young and innocent, how I wanted to beg for forgiveness after some fake punishment he'd give me. I'm terrified but also strangely excited by these feelings.