A Secret I Keep Quietly

I’ve been playing the role of a caregiver to my partner, someone who’s always looked up to me for guidance and protection. It feels strange admitting this in such detail, but she calls me ‘daddy’ during our intimate moments, seeking not just affection but also discipline when we engage in BDSM activities. I hold her down gently yet firmly, whispering stern commands that make her quiver with a mix of fear and desire. Her soft cries echo in my mind long after the session ends, leaving me both exhilarated and oddly ashamed.