My First Time

I’m new to this and feeling very raw right now. Met someone online who said they were into Daddy kink, never thought I’d be attracted to that kind of thing before. We agreed to meet up in a hotel for our first time together... it was intense, scary, but also amazing. He had rules and punishments which made me feel both humiliated and incredibly turned on at the same time. It was a rollercoaster of emotions, I’ve never felt so exposed or vulnerable. Now I’m left wondering if this is something that could continue to be part of my life...