Training Sessions Gone Wild

Ever since I started working at the gym, my clients have seen me as this disciplined, controlled figure. But in private, there's this side of me that craves a little more... control from someone else. Recently, I played a submissive role with an older gentleman during a weekend retreat. It was intense but consensual... He took charge, and I let go completely... It felt freeing to just be the strong body without always being in charge mentally. Now I wonder if there's something deeper about power dynamics that draws me in like this...