Trying To Understand My Kinks...

I'm Sarah, a military spouse stationed overseas for the first time. I've recently stumbled upon DDLG and kink communities online as I try to explore my newfound interests. What fascinates me is how these dynamics play out between consenting adults who choose to engage in roleplay that mimics parent-child relationships or other forms of control. It's complex because while there's an element of authority, it’s all very much consensual and rooted in trust and mutual respect. The idea of submitting...or being a caregiver in these scenarios is intriguing. I find myself questioning why certain aspects appeal to me more than others, like the notion of protection or being protected. Is it because of my current environment? A desire for stability amidst uncertainty? Can anyone help me parse this? Why do some elements resonate so much with me while others feel less compelling...