Just Figured Out This Thing About Myself

So I just found out something weird about myself the other day. Well, not weird, more like interesting and kinda fun! I was hanging out with some friends and we started talking about different kinds of relationships people have. And it sorta hit me that there's this whole world of DDLG stuff that I never really looked into before because... well, I guess I didn't know what it meant for myself. Turns out, it clicked in a weird way, like, okay, so maybe being disciplined by someone isn’t as scary or upsetting to me as it sounds when you hear about it casually. It's funny how that works, right? Anyway, this friend of mine knows all the kinks and stuff and started giving examples... oh man, I got pretty flustered trying not to show how much I was enjoying those stories. So yeah, turns out there’s a bit of me that likes being taken care of in ways that might seem silly if you meet me normally, like, needing someone to set strict rules for bedtime or even homework time... and actually finding it kind of sexy. I’m kinda rambling here but I wanted to talk about this because it feels weirdly liberating. Like, now I get why some people talk about power dynamics in relationships as fun instead of scary all the time! But also? Yeah, maybe I'm overthinking everything and just need to relax. What do you guys think is normal for someone who's just figuring this out?