Confessions of a Nurse's Secret Kink

I’ve been a nurse for over ten years now, and I think everyone would be surprised to know that I secretly have this kinky little thing. Let me set the scene: I work in a bustling hospital where there’s no room for drama or personal life getting mixed up with my job. But lately, something has been gnawing at me, a desire so unexpected it feels like an extra shift on your feet after back-to-back nights. It all started last month when one of my patients was this beautiful woman in her twenties who needed a lot of care but was so independent you could feel the resistance radiating off her. It reminded me of someone I used to know, someone from way before nursing school, even before college. But let’s skip forward because that doesn’t matter anymore. One day she asked if I would bring her breakfast in bed, a simple request, but something about it felt…different. So different, in fact, that a few days later, after some playful banter and her insistence on being taken care of, we ended up role-playing a nurse-patient scenario where I had to 'tend' to her needs as if she were a fragile little girl who needed my guidance. It was more fun than it sounds, really. There was this sweet vulnerability mixed with the thrill of pretending to be in control, except you know how nurses are, we’re all about consent and clear communication. It’s been weeks since then, and I find myself daydreaming about this scenario a lot. Maybe even thinking about bringing someone else into it. So here I am, confessing this on the internet for whatever reason. The real question is: Am I being an asshole by indulging in these fantasies with patients? Or am I just living out my imagination like any other consenting adults who explore their limits? What do you all think about this?