just thinking out loud here

so i recently ended a longterm relationship and uh just kinda started exploring this whole ddlg thing. never really thought about it before or anything but yeah one night i was just like hmm what if i played the little girl role and my partner was the disciplinarian figure and so we tried it out. it was actually pretty fun, surprisingly enough. kind of a new side of myself i guess? anyway its just weird how things work sometimes right? i mean who would have thought this is where my journey ends up going after all these years of dating someone else and everything. anyway so now im single and still thinking about it... wondering if other people ever do this too when theyre newly alone. like a coping mechanism or something idk? also how to tell future partners about it, if i even want to bother with that at all. anyone ever go through anything like this?