...A Lesson in Law and Love...
Anonymous Starry Moth #494 · General Confessions
I started my first year at law school last fall and was feeling overwhelmed by the workload. To deal with the stress, I began engaging in a consensual kink dynamic with an older partner who enjoys being a caregiver to me sometimes. We've explored a mix of little-space play and age-play... it helps me relax and feel taken care of when everything else feels so heavy. I'm also exploring my interests more openly now that I'm out of high school. So we recently tried some new roleplay scenarios where I got into a caregiver's role too, taking charge for once instead of always being the one in need of care... It felt empowering but also kind of disorienting to be on both sides. One night after having a rough day at school and feeling particularly childlike, I let him take over completely. He set up some toys and books meant for younger kids, gave me strict chores and tasks, and reminded me that he's in charge when we're like this... At one point he spanked my bare bottom as punishment for not completing a task correctly - it hurt but also brought out naughty desires... I'm proud of us both for stepping into these roles fully even though it can feel weird sometimes. It helps ground me and keep things playful in the bedroom despite everything else going on. I'll continue to explore, learn, and grow in this dynamic... The law might be black and white but love isn't, and I like that.