Lost My Inhibitions Post-Divorce

I never thought I'd say this, but since my divorce, I've been exploring a side of myself that feels both thrilling and terrifying. It started when an old friend suggested trying out DDLG with him. At first, it was just playful teasing over texts, but then we took the leap to video calls where he played the daddy role and I, well, let's just say I enjoyed submitting to his guidance more than I expected. The idea of being someone’s little one still feels wrong somehow, even though logically I know everything is consensual between adults. It's like part of me wants to go back to the security of my married life while another part craves this new kind of connection.