Little Again

I was his little again tonight, feeling like I'm back in that sweet place where he makes all the decisions. We started at a coffee shop, just talking and smiling at each other like old friends. Then we went to his cozy apartment, and it felt like home right away. He took out my special outfit, a soft teddy bear onesie, and helped me put it on, every touch making my heart race more than the last. We played games, laughed, but mostly just cuddled on his couch. I was so vulnerable and open with him tonight, letting all my defenses down to be this little girl again in a way that felt like a safe haven.