Giddy Over My Little Boy

I’m a software engineer by day and, well, let’s say my night-time play is a bit unconventional. I’ve been into DDLG for over two years now. It started as a way to escape the pressures of work and be someone else for a while, but it quickly grew beyond that into something more meaningful in my life. My little boy, whom we’ll call Jack, is actually thirty-two like me. We both enjoy roleplaying this dynamic together. I’m his Mommy and he’s my sweet baby boy. He loves when I tell him to go to bed early so I can read him a bedtime story before tucking him in. Last night was particularly special though. Jack had been naughty at work and came home feeling down on himself. As soon as he walked through the door, I put my foot down and told him he needed a stern talking-to. We ended up upstairs where I gave him a thorough spanking. He’s always so responsive to it, his bottom turns bright red and he cries out in a mix of pain and pleasure. Afterward, we cuddled and everything felt better between us again. But when he fell asleep, I stayed awake thinking about the night and wondering if anyone else finds this kind of thing as rewarding? Is it normal to feel so giddy after disciplining your partner, even though it’s consensual and playful? So here I am, seeking validation or advice. Am I just being an asshole by indulging in something that makes me happy but might seem strange to others? How do I know if what we’re doing is truly healthy for our relationship beyond the bedroom?