Finding My Path Alone Again

I recently got out of a long-term relationship and I'm diving into the world of DDLG/kink for the first time. It feels exhilarating but also daunting, like I'm stepping into uncharted territory with no map. There's this strong pull towards being in that little space, finding someone who can guide me through this new journey. But every time I think about it too hard, my mind spirals into anxiety and self-doubt. Am I making a mistake? Is there something wrong with wanting to be treated as if I’m in an earlier stage of life for the sake of intimacy and guidance? How do you navigate these desires while still staying true to yourself? Any advice or shared experiences would mean the world right now.