just figuring it out

so i just started all of this dd stuff recently and its honestly so fun but also kinda confusing. like, i dont know if im doing it right or if everyone else is as weird as me lol. we were playing the other day and things got pretty intense - he was being really strict and i just melted under his authority. it was like everything inside of me just wanted to submit completely. afterwards we laughed about how silly we both sounded, but there's this part of me that feels kinda shy about all of it too. its so new and different from anything ive done before. also, i dont know if anyone else does this but when hes in charge he calls me his