mommy's little secret

hey there, i've been this mommie for a while now and things have been going great. but lately, i've been feeling pretty guilty about something small. you know how sometimes rules are just there to keep order? well, i kind of... broke one. it wasn't anything big or kinky, but still felt like a little rebellion inside. i was supposed to do the dishes after dinner because that's what a good subservient child does, right? but then i got so tired and decided not to. just put them off for another day, hoping no one would notice. it felt wrong from the moment i did it though. like i disappointed myself and the whole dynamic we've built together. silly little thing to feel bad about, huh? but it's eating at me.