missing her already

so we just got divorced and i was this hardcore daddy for my wife, she liked to play little but it was all consensual ofc. we had a great time till the end, lots of fun roleplay sessions, but now its over and im feeling lost. every night before bed i would make her get in trouble and spank her lightly while telling her how much shes loved and protected, like her daddy. now there's just an empty space. anyone else been through this? thoughts? advice?