A Secret Unveiled During Quiet Shifts

I've worked in retail for several years now. My shifts are often quiet and solitary, allowing me to let my mind wander freely, even into places I'd rather not admit exist. Lately, during these times, I've found myself thinking about an aspect of my sexuality that's been a long-held secret, one I only recently admitted to myself but have yet to explore with anyone else. It revolves around a dynamic where I fantasize about being in a position of submissive authority under someone who acts as a mentor or instructor. The idea of learning and growing within this power differential feels both exhilarating and daunting at the same time, though I've only let my thoughts go there alone so far.