So This Is A Thing Now

Well, okay. So I guess this is one of those things you just kind of stumble into and wonder 'how did I end up here?' Yeah, right? It's not like I woke up thinking, oh great, let's try some age-play today, or something equally ridiculous. No, it was more a series of events that led me to decide maybe trying the space wasn't as bad an idea as it sounded in my head earlier this week. So here goes: we started off just... well, talking about different kinds of kinks and stuff. Nothing too serious at first. It's funny how quickly that can change though, isn’t it? Suddenly there I was, with a notebook full of questions I didn't even know I had, sitting across from someone who was actually answering them all with genuine care and attention. And then one day we decided to give little-space a go, me being the 'little', for lack of a better term. It's strange how childish you can feel without really being that age in your head, more like channeling the innocence but without the actual immaturity or anything. I mean, if that makes sense at all. And there it was: a bit of discipline thrown in to balance everything out. Not harsh, just... guiding, maybe? It felt weird, yeah, and also oddly freeing in some way. Like I could let go of things for once instead of always being so responsible. I have to admit, the whole thing still feels unreal sometimes. I'm 35 going on 27 or something, depending on which mindset wins out that day. But it's fun, more than a bit surreal though, and there are definitely days where I just laugh at myself for trying this in the first place. Anyway, back to real life now. But who knows, maybe there’s another adventure waiting around the corner?