coming to terms

i only recently admitted to myself that i have this thing for dd/lg stuff. its kinda weird but also cool, ya know? like the idea of being in charge or being taken care of really turns me on. not sure where it comes from exactly but its something ive been exploring with my partner. we did a few sessions last month and it was amazing. i felt so free to be myself and explore this side of me that i thought i had hidden forever. im proud to say im comfortable with who i am now, even if its not what most people expect from a trans woman in her 30s.